So there's this one painting that my grandma did of my mother & her sister when they were still young adults, before I was born. & it's the two of them sitting on a couch, smoking & playing cards. But infront of them is this coffee table covered in stuff! Like a real coffee table, magazines, cards, books, pens, cups, cigarettes. But there was always one item that stuck out to me the most in the painting, this blue ash tray. When I was young I used to stare at it, just admiring the blues & how the white was applied to make it look so real! To this day I still look at that ash tray in awe, just captivated by it. Wishing I could produce the same thing, I doubt I ever will but I still love it regardless. The painting itself is also very comforting just because it's copied after a real photo so you have such a natural Harrison family vibe, my aunt & mom how I know them. I love to stare at that painting when I'm lonely, or bored or just in need of guidance. There are a few other paintings around the house that family members & college students did of my grandpa & family or just abstract, I love to stare at them for hours too. But for some reason that blue ash tray keeps calling me back. I suppose I sound crazy, but I was just looking at it earlier & felt I needed to talk about it. I think for as long as I live, that blue ash tray will be imprinted in my head, always calling me back to stare & admire it's beauty. I wish I could show you guys, so then maybe you'd understand..
Oh well...Is there something you could stare at for hours? To make you feel better, or to inspire you or just because? I'm sure I'm the only one, but who knows.
Message me, I'm feeling very talkitive & inspirational right about now. x
-Thumbs x
P.S
I miss my NeeNaw <3
He disappeared on me again & I'm in need of his accent, & I'm sure you need it too.
Check Him Out HERE
He's one of my besties & has kept me in line for a very long time ahah
Plus his flash & videos make me giggle.
He's just that sexy.
But yeah, I think you should check him out & visit his YOUTUBE Because he'll give you the jollies.
Love you man.
x
