I've been stuck in character.
I'm sorry.
I love you all & everything.
No one did anything.
I took a nap & had a cookie, I'm fine now.
Sorry.

Getting off book makes me beyond worried & paranoid about everyone & everything & then I take it out on people. & Ive been dealing with my voice, I finally got it back, but then I lost it again. The musical director hit me today. I deserved that. Apparentally it's all the marshmellows I've been eating..sigh. Anyways, I'm sorry.

Oh & I'm pretty much off book now -success-

Nonny neeney noony nonny noony nonny neeny noony.
No No No.

I should start doing lines or something.
Ha.

Good nightnight.

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Oh before I forget.
I'll have T Shirt info very soon.
I made one & I'm redesigning because I can.
My new site should hopefully be done & up within two weeks.
I'm doing a shopping cart & that shit aint easy.
So please stay tuned <3

Oh & yeah, I'm daily boothing again. Please take a look at my face everyday.
@XxThumbsuckerxX
<3
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Good morning, I made you breakfast.

I fucking hate everyone & everything.
I hate being so fucking young & useless
& I hate being so fucking in love.
In love with a twat! I hate it!
I hate being so needy & dependent.
But he made me this fucking way!
Chances of him lying to me the entire time are 98%
& I've been fucking telling myself he feels the same for months.
Fuck everyone & fuck me.
I hate this.

Why not dance while you're still alive?
There should always be something to celebrate.
Just think about that.

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I really need money. Like REALLY.
My dad is having a fuckin' time at work.
& our business isn't making anything.
I REALLY need money. BADLY.
So, I'm doing commissions, selling prints, pictures, might put some stuff on ebay. Christ.
Anyways, I really need work & money, so contact me.
& if you'd like a print of any of my art works, please buy through ME & not DA
I'll be able to get you abetter price & better quality. (My family's business is Photo Gifts & Prints)
I'm coming out with some tshirts soon.
So you should buy those too when they happen.
Just please help me out.
Thank you so much to anyone that's already bought or talked about it.
You're a life saver & you get my love <3

So yes, please message me with questions, offers, etc.
Thanks <3

-Thumbs x

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Jesus, does anyone remember The Cure? Because I fucking do.
Jesus Christ they're amazing.

& I like it.
I love movies that speak to you.
Gypsy 83. You are now on my favorites list.
<3

I still can't speak!
Oh noes! It's killing me.
But to make up for my lack of speach I've done quite a lot of reading.
Been spending my days in the True Crime section of the book place.
& I'll tell yeh, I've never been more pissed, upset, confused, intrigued & turned on in my life.
I love these books.
Bought myself my on serial killer encyclopedia & picture book of murder scenes.
c: So awesome.
But being mentally consumed by these murderor's & rapists. I've become very lonely & need a campanion to talk to. Please be my friend (:
I have tits.
ha.

Tell me something scary (:

-Thumbs xxx

(Z Team cosplay, after it rained. Halloween '09)

I lost my voice.
I can't speak well & it hurts!
A lot!
I was getting off book today & projecting...oi vei.
I killed my voice, then I had to sing. I've completely ruined it.
I hope it gets better soon! I need to practice more!

I have cramps too. That's fun. I enjoy being a woman >.>

Please, message me. I'm feeling needy <3

Tell me about your day! Or something fun that's going to be happening soon. xxx

-Thumbs

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I want.

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Hello, how are you?

My friends & I made a new video!
It's not great, but hopefully it'll make you smile.
It's based on a running gag we have, but it should be cute for everyone. x

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Please, PLEASE like it & comment it. & Maybe even subscribe(?) we're doing our best! & really want to get popular because we love filming & just want to share our love with everyone. Haha corny but it's true.
xx

<3

hahwut?

So practice is much easier than I thought!
My lines are going to be done in two seconds when i really start working on them. Haha The cahracter speaks to me so much I don't even notice that all my lines are monologues.
I just need help with my solo xD I'm obviously not a singer, but I think if I add more personality to it it'll be fine..hopefully.
haha

I'm just really lonely thought I'd try to find someone to talk to...
so..yes.
Hello, you're worth my time.
<3

Guess which part I got..

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Yup. :I
I'm really happy about it, but at the same time bummed.
In the last show I was in I was lead female & I'm pretty much 2nd lead in this.
I thought I was gunna get a small part & just be able to chill.
Of course not.
I learned the Spanish panic today..jesus fucking christ ._.

ahaha xxx Wish me the best of luck with this stuff xD
It's gunna be fun!