Who here has ever broken-up? everyone right. Right. Ha, No matter how many times you get dumped, it still hurts just as much as the first time. It's hard to put all your trust into someone, give them your heart, & have them drop it like it's a bouncy ball, & they expect it to bounce right back up & be perfectly fine. It's ridiculous, how can someone who's been hurt so much by breakups & girls, then do the same thing to someone he told he loved. How can you fucking lie, tell someone you'll never hurt them, never leave them, and lie right to their fucking face. If you can't follow thru don't fucking say it. People are disgusting.

Merry Christmas btw.

How was your day?

-Thumbs

Is it just me or are my ears burning? seriously. they're really burning. Fuck winter, fuck the cold, & fuck me. (: Merry Fucking Christmas.

Anyways, I posted a chibi drawing of myself (My DA ID) Late last night, & today noticed I got frontpage! I really just want to say thanks, I'm never on here as much as I should be. & compared to my brother, I'm a total noob in the community. I love making flashes, but Im always to shy to upload any, because they do look like a duck drew them. Anyways, my point is I'm just nearly ecstatic that my piece got front.

Ive gotten daily 5th before, & been just as happy, but this is certainly a lovely Christmas present. A huge kick in the ass for my inspiration. I will be posting more. I'll make it my resolution. (who the fuck follows those things anyways?)

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Besides all that, there's nuthing much going on, page three is being colored...slowly. I don't think I'll post it though, I'm a bitch like that.

so I'm just gunna wrap this up (like a fucking christmas present) harharhar

& say, cya babies, thanks a lot! & have a happy holiday (: Be safe iight! :D

Love you all.

I mean it.

-Thumbs.

Is up.

HERE

Hai gais. So I got back from j-land like ferever ago. It was so much fun!

i haven't gotten around to updating till now. i've been sooo busy! So like if u sent me a message & i haven't replied srry!!!!! I've been like way busy/lazyyy.

uhm..I was scouted again, thankfully ^^ so THANKYOU sooo much!!!!

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I don't got much to say actually..so hey guys. :) I'm alive.

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CONTACT TABLE & WEBSITES

MY VLOG

ANIME/MUSIC VIDEOS

[NEW YOUTUBE!]SLOW KIDS CROSSING _{[[This is my new youtube me & some friends made to post all our skits & shorts. Come check us out!]]}

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER!

GAMER TAG: XxLoVeMeDeAdxX

EMAIL ME!

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ughhh I'm still unscouted :[ *pout* If someone has been re-scouted, care to scout me again? I'll luv u ferever!

Anyway, I'm leaving for Jamaica tomorrow at 4:30AM O.< I'll be gone fer 8 fucking days. Miss me please! I'm gunna take lotsa pics to share with everyone :)

anyway, here are some updates on whats happening with the Z TEAM because I havent really posted anything yet <3

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COPY/PASTE FROM OUR LAST VISIT

Ok, so I had one page out boom! then my spirit sorta died. This does NOT mean it's over. It only means I'm starting to procrastinate & take my good ol' time. I ahve the thumbs for page 2 all drawn out, now I just gotta do it. I also work on the scrpt every night so..gah. What's going on?

I'm also working on character sheets. So you guys will get to see everybody & their talents, teams whatnot. Get u all hyped.

Coming up we have:

Rowan(me) - [95%]

Wilder - [3%]

Julia - [0%]

Mike - [0%]

Cody - [5%]

Then I'll sketch out a few back ground sheets of their main areas, some weapons, some objects. Even a few zombies just to get everything down ya' know? I jumped so fast into the first page I dunt like it, I'm re-designing some stuff with rowan, so in page 2 or 3 if liek all of a sudden her pants are different please IGNORE it. I'm counting page 1 as a test & nothing more, even though it'll still be PG 1.

I'm also thinking of story line, I'm not sure whether I should have the characters already knowing each other or if everyone should meet along teh way. Also, should Z TEAM already be formed or is it something that the group forms from their experiance? Give ur guy's opinions!

Also as you guys know, this is going to focus mainly on the HUMOR aspect & less of the horror. Like it might give people shivers to think about being one of the only LIVING humans left. But I don;t want the comic to dwell on that, yes it will also involve lots of zombie action. But I want lots of silly jokes, & like the way they beat most of the zombies is luck or just idiocy. Most of the characters will not be common sense smart, but i think it'll give people a laugh.

IT WILL have sad parts too, maybe someone getting sick or a romance thing ya' know? I want this comic to reach out to everybody who reads it at some point. This also means that it will NOT have a uniform look to it. Some days I might feel like doing a chibi page, & others I might just put 50 hours of detail into it.

It's my comic i'll do what I want. >:[

The website is also being designed right now. I have one domain name, which I ahvent put anything onto yet cos i dunno i'm lazy. But i'm buying another one, that way everyone can go to the site & look at nothing but the comic & the characters. It'll be nothing but Z TEAM. It's going to have the different teams, all the characters, the comic, merch. Some of it will be only for friends but ya' know if this gets bigger, because i already have a huge fan base growing on myspace.

watch out.

I'll post screenshots of the site design soon. I'm working on flash buttons & shit now actually.

be excited.

NEW UPDATES

I've just finished two sketches of Rowan & Cody, I'll color them & put them up tomorrow or Friday! I think I've come up with Rowan's final character design! which is GREAT! I've been playing with her forever, it doesn't look like much has changed but I'm more comfortable with her now, she looks ....better. I'm still working on Cody but his is easier, I think I'll stick with what I have for now. I hate his buzz cut, so I'm going to ask him tomorrow if I can cheat & make it a lil longer, or I'll be cool & throughout the comic & time his hair gets longer along with everyone else's xD That'd be cool.

I like when comics do shit like that. I Re-Read I LUV HALLOWEEN again, & got inspired. Ben Roman is seriously my hero. I'm trying not to take his style but it's kinda creeping in, but I'm working hard not too. As long as it keeps me drawing though.....

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So that's whats going down, I'll try to write or draw while I'm away but I dunno...

tlk to you all laters!!!!!

CONTACT TABLE & WEBSITES

MY VLOG

ANIME/MUSIC VIDEOS

[NEW YOUTUBE!]SLOW KIDS CROSSING _{[[This is my new youtube me & some friends made to post all our skits & shorts. Come check us out!]]}

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER!

GAMER TAG: XxLoVeMeDeAdxX

EMAIL ME!

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JROCKER!! \m/>3<\m/

WHY!?

D:

So I just recently posted a journal on my DA (DevArt) & It basically says that I deleted SPIT. So don't bother looking for it. I'm beyond sad that I did, but I HAD to, & whats done is done.

But to make up for such a faggy thing, I'm starting a new project, no music. And I dunt wanna reveal it yet, but all i can tell u is It's gunna be pretty cool. I'm working really hard on this, & For now It's friends only. But If this gets bigger, who knows. Anyway I'll post more when I'm further along.

Oh, & Aug, 31. Is my B-DAY for those who were wondering. I'm not asking for anything but a happy birthday comment is very nice on such a lame day, long story. Short: It's gunna suck shit sandwich. But whever. Haha If u were feeling like doing anything for me though, a subscription to DA would be like amazing, but liek I said It's ok if I dunt get anything xD I'm happy with a comment <3

I don't have much else to say. So I'll just share some cool things:

This is OLD but I think it got forgotten by ppl so:

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My friends & I made it :)

So I found a great german movie on Netflix, of course dubbed over in english, so If u can find it or have Netflix PLEASE watch it. it's hilarious!!

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It's called NIGHT OF THE LIVING DORKS - It's very cute, & me being such a zombie nerd, got over the very fake/false zombie facts in this & just enjoyed it. So You should too. :)

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EMAIL: spiken2d@aol.com

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ZOMBIE ME!! AHHHH!! Be careful..I bite >:3

WARNING THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILERS (for n00bs) & COMPLETE & UTTER NOTHING..SPAM MOST LIKELY!! READERS HAVE BEEN WARNED....

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So i've been staying up late a lot recently (pfft) & I've been re-watching all the Death Note's that come on every saturday at 3:30am on [Adult Swim] & I fucking love it!! That show is so good no matter how many times you watch it! I always cry when ::SPOILER ALERT T N00BS:: L dies..& even though I hate him, when Light dies. :( Today they showed ep 37 ((the last one n00bs)) & cried my head off xD

Then i went on to youtube to watch Light's laughter & found some pretty rad stuff...

FIRST, ur gunna have to watch this: ((0:45 is the best!!))

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Now that you've seen this disturbing master piece, I'm going to have to show you more...

I watched this about 50 times laughing my ass off:

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O-O ikr...

I have a few otehrs but i'll show you them later...

Moving on, It's come to my attention taht I've been UNSCOUTED!!!!!!! apparently this happened as soon as I took my echhi down >:[ That hurts guys!!! Please, scout me again. I work hard on all my art & just want everyone to see it <3

I just drew a new picture for my band SPIT ( BAND)

& I must say it looks pretty cute..thoughts? go to my dev gallery & check it out..I have several versions <3

That's all I really have to say..so yea...

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WHAT I'M WATCHING:

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WHAT YOU SHOULD WATCH:

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AND JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU:

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DEVIANTART

FOLLOW ME ON TWIITER (whore)

YOUTUBE (VLOG & MOAR)

YOUTUBE (ANIME VIDS)

EMAIL: spiken2d@aol.com

Go friend my band!! :
BAND

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CowBoy BeBop Rox My Sox:

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HIT PLAY NOW:

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*cough* been listening to this song on repeat for three days..sometimes I'll switch out for some MSI..but otherwise..just this. LUV IT. Breathe it, absorb it. My dog smells weird btw.

Like...not my shampoo....& I can smell it....Just sayin'.

anyway, I've finished my new picture as you may have seen ((If not you belong in a hole fucktard)) If you haven't seen it yet I suggest you go look at it HERE

I also posted two other new pictures today ((On DA)) they're actually over a year old, a syou all know (or I hope chu do) the 4th of July was just two days ago, & on the 4th of July out at Cony Island theres a Hotdog eating contest over at Nathan's..& every year the world champ Takeru Kobayashi competes. I'm in love with him, I fancy him. I admit it, I love a hotdog eater. Anyway I drew a fanart oh so long ago & just colored it now ;]

Go look & see HERE :)

I also posted an old sketch i did of a girl, I took a step away from manga & tried realism..I like it, never finished it though but it still looks decent, go lookHERE

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Other wise I haven't started any new projects, I plan to..But I really don't feel up to it right now, so gimmee a week haha.

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Collabs are still open, blablablabla.

copy/paste (fuck u):

I'm still looking to do a collab with someone, I think it'd be really really fun! When I say collab I mean. I'll draw the character, in whatever ways you need. So then you can cut it up (or I can do that too >.>) Then you can animate it...

I'm also an actor so voice acting is possible! haha i'm really just bored & want to do something, & animating isnt something I rwally "love" doing. I only do it sometimes (then why the fuck are you here?)

So yea, send me a message & we'll talk! :]

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I've been eating a lot of oatmeal recently, I dunt know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. I've gotten over my obsession with veggie corndogs so I guess thats a plus...dunno.

Also, I've been hearing talk about this old interview with the Gorillaz, like with Russel & 2D & it's called "Hijack" or sumffin, & I can't find it anywhere, so if someone could help me out I'd love them ferever haha I just ahte it when I havent seen/heard something involving my obsession haha.

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WATCH THIS:

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It's my cousin lol....filmed sometime last year...

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DEVIANTART

FOLLOW ME ON TWIITER (whore)

YOUTUBE (VLOG & MOAR)

YOUTUBE (ANIME VIDS)

EMAIL: spiken2d@aol.com

Go friend my band!! :
BAND
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WHAT i'M LISTENING TO:

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yes, I turned off Eileen.

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hey, Hey, HAY, HAY! Didn't I just make one of these? OH GOD. Don't tell me I'm addicted, jesus christ! Someone should cure me. Just sayin'

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so I've ignored all my requests (again) & started another project, I was going to do another horror pic, but that got dumped. So I've just sketched out my new drawing, & oh oh boy your gonna like it..I think. Not sure, you people are weird.

Anyway it's another Echhi pic..mmhmmm I kinda based it after myself, but at the same time not really..Her tits are bigger then mine haha I think I'm going to be using my color scheme to color her. (yes I made my own swatch set for ME..fuck you.)

I've started on the lineart, think I'm going to use the pen tool on this one..not sure. Anyway hopefully it'll be done soon, I will post it to My DevArt gallery first, then my myspace, Then here will be last. Not because I don't ike this site, but because I'm more focussed on my art being seen in DevArt. It'll only be a day gap anyway~

I'll tell you guys whens It's posted so you can go over to DA & look, or you can be bitches & wait here. Idc.

I'll post what I have so far at the bottom of this...journal(?)

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I'm still looking to do a collab with someone, I think it'd be really really fun! When I say collab I mean. I'll draw the character, in whatever ways you need. So then you can cut it up (or I can do that too >.>) Then you can animate it...

I'm also an actor so voice acting is possible! haha i'm really just bored & want to do something, & animating isnt something I rwally "love" doing. I only do it sometimes (then why the fuck are you here?)

So yea, send me a message & we'll talk! :]

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--& Now fer the links?--

DEVIANTART

FOLLOW ME ON TWIITER (whore)

YOUTUBE (VLOG & MOAR)

YOUTUBE (ANIME VIDS)

EMAIL: spiken2d@aol.com

Go friend my band!! :
BAND

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What i'm listening to:

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What YOU should watch:

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OK! So I finished it a lot ooner then I thought I would!

anyway It's posted HERE

I'll post it here in a few hours, but for now just go there & do stuff..haha

****I REMOVED THE PIC DON'T FRET******